Unknown...

Haiz...my tomorrow...horror tomorrow...
so worry about that..stress...haiz...wat will be my feeling tomorrow?
God...help me...

宁静

心好烦！每次别人的一句话！！！就会想很久很久！！！
为什么？！！我真的很讨厌那种感觉...
不会再动摇了，我告诉自己！
老天爷，我还该埋怨你的不公平，还是应该感激你给的打击？
一个让我没办法承受的打击...
为什么是我，一直问，只会一直伤。
在妈面前，我不能露出半点难过。
她会更难过...
很多天的晚上，我选择静静地哭。
我需要发泄。压抑，会让我变得麻木吗？
我真的好希望。
为什么？我知道自己很傻。
明明成绩斗不过别人，还哭什么！！！
可是，我真的很努力，为了进大学，我辛苦了很久！两年。
换来眼泪，值得吗？
前途，我的前途，梦想，不要离开我好吗？
有时，真的很害怕，营养师，一辈子都不可能达成的愿望了吗？
我还来不及说再见，还是不想说？
为什么？
钱。如果我是有钱人。我的梦想会实现吗？
一直在想，除了对bio有兴趣，我还喜欢什么？...

Angel required....

Today...friday aldi...
when my result will b coming out?
Haiz...i start to scold tat "IBAB" tat make me n mum so sad...!!!
Money...sumtime,i really hate it...it make human being fight for it!
As a human being,we should nt b the slave of the money...
Money,should be the things tat make us happy...use it wisely in order to live well!
ya!This is wat i should remember throughout my life!
Haiz..my goals...everyday pass by,i wonder wat i had done...is it nothing?
All my frens are studying now...wat i afraid now?
I love studying indeed,especially bio!haha!i feel extremely excited when i understand one of the theory!
We should set our goals smartly!
S-Specific
M-Measurable
A-Achieveable
R-Relevant
T-Time Framed
This is wat i get from one of the video from Youtube.Meaningful!
Tired...but have to think positively also...Gambateh...
Angel,did it present in our reality world?I need it to give me strength....

Repeated feel~

Success...come to me!I want it!
Haiz...sigh,worry about my english level...
hope that i can improve it through the effort i put in!
i listen to the speech through youtube...search anythings that i m interested in,haha!
haiz...sumtime,dunnoe wat they talk about!haha...
But,i think i m able to cope it if i listen it everyday...
my letter...offer letter...will it be possible...tat mca representative tell me tat the possibility are too low...but i still hope that the miracle will occur...haiz!
time can heal my wound...i think so...
but i feel sad and regret...
regret that mean have to blame sumbody?not necessarily...
if i put UMS as last choice...mayb i m in Sabah nw...
and summore i can have a flight...
things i desire to do...tat is travel to the foreign country before 27...
bac to the topic...if i choose Sabah...will i regret?but wat i can b sure is my mum will definitely feel down and start to worry about me...
Mum...the person,the only person i care the most...it is in my heart all the time..!
I hope i can enter local U...it is my dream b4 i start my form 6...
i study as more as i can during form 6,in order to enter the U which located at KL...
Now...seen to be impposible to achive my dreams is it?
Heartbroke...local U,is it the best for me?
Utar..the last choice for me?haiz...
Bstrong...i pray...wat i wish can b true...

Energy!

Believe in yourself and go after your goals and dreams!
i like it!
today,mum tells me that,i have to improve mtself in order to have a better job after graduate...!
She says that dunneed to rush in order to find a job right now,do what u wan to do,either take an english program or read the books as more as u can,to widen ur views!
hehe...i m glad to hear that!really!
Thanks god that i have a great mum who care and protect me well^^mum!i really love u so much!Thanks a lot!
My way,i should find my own way to do well,to let my mum proud of me!I must do it!!!
i hope that i can improve my english within this few month,if i failed my appealing to enter U TT
I hope i can accept it calmly...can i?
i m worry so much!i feel so down...haiz...
The day coming soon...cheer up gal!b happy...there is nothing impossible!
Fulfill my dream with great determination!